sandra burkhart of Camarillo

i first met Sandra in summer of 94. i was taking pre-calculus because i was so bored at home.
sandra was so awesome, pretty, funny, nice etc. she was the first girl who was interested in me.
our relationship ended when she found out i was 2 years younger than her.

i was so hartbroken, it hurts.
at the time i only own 1 cd, air supply.
while heart broken, i listen to this cd over and over again.
my sorrow somehow recorded into the songs, so whenever i hear any of the Air Supply songs
(especially "all out of love")i remember i sad i was.
16 years have pass and i am very currious how she is doing, and of course i found her on myspace and facebook.

i found out that she is married probably around 07ish.
i felt nothing, no jealous, no sorrow...nothing. "good for her i said with a smirk on my face@ 3 am in the morning". all Sandra is, is a memory

what i have learn is that going through life everything is a learning experience,
the good experience, the bad experience, the sour experience the nasty experience...we need to taste them all.

she probably doesnt remember this dorky little asian nerd who once love her so much. yes i was very heart broken when she dump me, but when she was with me, i was the happiest guy, the luckiest guy in the world.