today i came across a blog from a person who is very kind, polite, sweet.
who never express any hostility towards anybody except some boy in grade school.
in this blog she express resentment towards another person.
first thought is "phew"- she human after all.
-to this person, not that i dont think you are human, it's just that you are so perfect to me, (kind, never gets angry, polite, easy going) like a bo^` ta't.
second thought is "self doubts"- what if she feels this way about me but too polite to say it?!?
i am the same way, i never express any hostility towards anybody, except for like 3,4 people. you know they deserve it.
i like to be like/loved by everybody, so i am polite all the time, even when i dont want to. this by definition is a "faker".
it would be very funny if people see this faker in me, and hates that most about me.
"the reason i am unliked, is because i want to be liked"
"the more i tried to be liked, the more i am unliked"
"the more i am unliked, the more i tried to be liked"
what a vicious cycle!!!!!
thanks blogger, now i am gonna be depress all day!
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oh noooo! sorry i depressed you. and no! i don't feel that way about you. the person i talked about is a bad person. it's sad, though, since she has no friends because of her personality. you have loads of friends!
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